The one about lodsa things

Safiin is tired..

lets see.. i've slept bout 2hrs in the past 48hrs. just when i was finally able to drift to sleep, its time for subuh. then i wasnt able to go back to sleep after that. as much as i'm calm, perhaps subconsciously i was worried?

me n keen rendezvoused at outram mrt to lunch at harbourfront's banquet. gosh.. banquet's opening everywhere!! anyways, not having anything to bring cept for my timesheet, i brought that piece of paper by itself. caught up on a few stuffs n before you know it.. its time to head back. so we walked away.. n i forgot my timesheet. ran back only to find a clean table. when asked, the cleaners said they din see any papers there. haiz.....

was late to meet yen at tanjong pagar. already planned to go to henca together. so we just went. told sabina bout it n now i'm to make my way back to the dreaded gallery to get them to sign again on fresh timesheet. haiz. luckily yen volunteered to acc me. sooo dun wanna see Al's face. yucks.

did some shopping at town awhile before heading to the hospital. yen was visiting her granddad too at the next block. so we walked there together. n gosh, many2 similarities today. as thou we had some kind of telepathy going on. hahaha..

grandpapa looks ok. but still under close observation for 2 more days. kinda good that the room itself has got nurses stationed there. but visitor's a limited. like we cared. hehe. still not able to eat as yet. he's on morphine n to just click on the button to release a small dosage of morphine into his system, freely as n when he wants. (its controlled such that there won be an overdose but frequent pressing is advised) its confirmed that 70% of his liver has been cut off n its these 72hrs thats actually the critical hours. more critical than the operation itself. if within this 72hrs he's condition is really ok then everything's good. InsyaAllah. tmr they're gonna make his try to walk n all. but seeing him in the state that he is.. truly saddens me. i mean.. he used to be so capable, fierce, organised, english-speaking, never-ever-in-his-whole-life-been-warded-before person. n now he's all helpless n is totally dependent on others. n having never stayed in hospital before, i guess he's pretty scared? he constantly prefers someone to be by his side at all times. being in the intermediate care area, they dun really like visitors to be in there. thus the no chairs. each time the nurses or doctors wanna discuss something, administer anything or watever, we're asked to excuse ourselves.
ok i've lost my point in my saying all this but i dunno. still pretty worried i guess. plus my lack of sleep. ok think i'm gonna go get some shut eye.

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