The one about me

Safiin is a narcissist. who else would he be talking about..

hmm.. ok.. so i'm a moody person. i do things according to my mood. you fuck up my mood n that is it. but my patience level has improved tremendously i might say. so now i just shut all sensories down and what you'll get is a very quiet me.. and something i picked up along these 22yrs of experience, a whole fake me. guess thats my way of handling things. hey at least i don get pissed off. childish still?? well thats up to you but as azack says, its mind over matter - i don mind and you don matter..

as predictable as i may be, i guess there's really no telling how i'd react. given the same conditions, i may react totally differently on different times.

and i think that there's really no point in getting pissed off these days. it only tires you. block it off, write it off, sleep it off. watever. just don keep pondering over it. sometimes getting angry really don solve things. be nonchalant. make things difficult instead. better yet, get even. ok revenge aint exactly the keyword here but i mean.. if there's a harmless way to piss that person off, why not? *cheeky smile*

don ask for my opinions if it don matter. i listen to ppl but sometimes others just don listen. thus it goes back to being a quiet me.

hmm ok sometimes a quiet me is just a tired me. just cause i'm quiet, it don mean i'm pissed or whatever. if i say i'm ok it means i'm ok, ok. n no this aint bout the mom.



on another topic.. american idol..

so my vote(if only i can vote) goes to kat. i still think that she's the better singer. and i really hope she wins. i just don like taylor. and its not my lilbro talking here cause last season i was hoping that bo'd win although clearly carrie is the pretty one. (duh!)
but few questions came to mind.. why do the judges make such a fuss over kat's choices of songs? (it having been sung before) i mean.. taylor's doing the exact same thing!
and the biggest question of all has got to be, why did the judges announced that taylor's the american idol when voting has yet to even start?? THAT has gotta influence some votes..
oh and why is it this year there's no common song to sing? it was kinda fun to see 2 different ppl sing the same song..

okok.. i know yuo all are saying that i'm only saying this cause its against kat n i'm voting for kat cause she's hot. ah well.. i cant stop others from thinking whatever they want. but hey, its my blog and i'll say/do whatever the hell i wanna do. as i've said before... its all mind over matter..... (God i love that quote. thanks azack)


now for some more of gerrard as promised..

i like the way rob calls out gerrard's name which got dragggeddd cause he scored unexpectedly..
"magnificient, quality, class, everything you want thats good about football" - andy gray


right. bed time now..(yawnz)