The one about what i'm not

Safiin is a blonde

yea i think i like being blonde. being blonde means i dun hafta care bout things too much. although i'm not easily contented. its insatiable. anyways thats not the point of this entry. its about what i'm not

but realy, i cant really be bothered about whats happening ard me. its only when they have an effect on me (directly or indirectly)

i dun really care about irritating ppl. again as long there is no implications on me, i'm good.

i dun like to pacify ppl. why? coz i'm spoilt myself. how to really pacify others right? so i let them do what they want, as long as it doesnt affect me. ok mabe i try to, to a certain extent. like i won go out of my way to pacify. as long as its within me or simple simple matters then yea sure why not.

i dun like to convince others. they're entitled to their own set of thinkings as much as i'm entitled to mine. if our believes clash, thats just too bad. if you dun believe me, thats just too bad also. as long as i know that i'm doing the right thing (as far as i'm concerned), i'm ok.

i dun like to be controlled. thats as much as my not controlling others. though i won rule out manipulation. hee.. non that would destroy others no worries. hahahaha

selfish? perhaps. ignorant? maybe.
but i can get away with it. why? coz i'm blonde.
does it make me stupid? no.
why? coz i'm a blonde with brown roots.
act like a blonde, think like a brunette.
go figure!