The one about vulgarities

Safiin warns readers that this entry might contain explicit words. parental guidance is advised.

ARGHH!!! its been wat? 24hrs n i've experienced a ton of emotions.
from sad to forlorn to delirious to happy to fucking angry.

why sad? its obvious aint it. stupid question.

why forlorn? again rather obvious but more coz i miss my daddy!! too ego to admit it to them la but ya. he's been busy at work. then sunday everyone was just busy doing anything else. and he din follow us back to singapore....

why delirious? well the tot of getting my powerbook n the many many other stuffs that i wanna get. plus being able to get discounts off apple products which at the budget already allocated for the powerbook, i might be able to squeeze in an ipoddy. who wouldn't be delirious rite??

why happy? coz daddy just came back! din even know he's coming back today.

why angry? coz i cant access my bloody hdd. well part of it. partitioned it to 2 parts. one's working fine n the other, it keeps saying that the directory is unreadble and corrupted. how corrupted can it be? i din even do anything to it man. its definitely not a connection problem coz the other partitioned part works fine. this ever happened before but somehow once i restarted my comp, everything's fine. but this time round, i've restarted my bloody comp too many times to remember how many exactly. its been 2 days now. its not a life and death matter of accessing the files tonight but i need to know that i'll be able to access it n that its not lost forever. hellooo... talking about thousand over songs here.. plus all the music clips n movies.
right now i just feel like picking it up n throw it across my room. my spoilt brat tendencies. but think i've matured a little. (i'd like to think i am la) i shuoldnt do things irrationally. picking it up n throw might have a very undesireable effect on the whole damn thing. i might have to render the whooole thing useless. which is even worse that its current state. haiz....
read somewhere that there's a hotel room that you can check in n than THRASH everything in it. oohhh.. would sooo love to get my hands on one. THRASH THRASH THRASH!!!

also there's something wrong with my ff. i cant copy n paste anything!! bloody hell la




eh.. i managed to control the vulgarities afterall. told you i'm more matured now.