The one about indecisiveness

Safiin hates to make decisions..

coz no matter wat i plan.. it either brings about a certain level of unhappiness or something else will just overrule it. so why should i bother?
wish i am able to filter out most, if not all, the negative energy ard me. i think mentally i'm useless.

on another issue... i dunno... i soo dread it. why cant it be like any normal ones? *shakes head in disappointment* thinking of how some incompetent adult can screw up something as simple as that can really make me wonder why wasnt i paid to do it instead. i honestly belief i could have done a much better job. *prays i get a much better offer FAST*