The one about keeping Safiin occupied

Safiin will be rattling in this entry. its ok if noone understands but dun ask me to elaborate pls.

i'm beginning to understand things now... i think. i understand now that the things thats been happening is really all crap. not that it was bad but just crap. i understand now that it had no meaning beyond wat it was. i understand now that sorry has really gotten old. i understand also that the ticking clock means the time has past. right.. now that i've understood all that... i'm slowly straightening things out. you know.. like to block out certain stuffs & keep those that are worthy of staying in my jellodrive. temporary amnesia, as the term suggest, doesn't last. need something more permanant. takes more tickings. but it'll come. i guess i'm making progress. i can really see it. am keeping maself more occupied & distracted with other stuffs. hope to change my default setting (spoilt however is still very much what i am)

*growls* ok i better head on to be bed. i'm really hungry. i mean.. ice cream for dinner.. of coz i had this coming.

*scoffs* had it coming.....